my thoughts

Thursday, April 21, 2005

a pope with a nazi past

my thoughts

the world gets crazier everyday, liars prosper, killers walk free due to a green justice system, marijuana is illegal but alcohol is legal, the usa is a coward nation and will fall, poor white people are so stupid to support bush but most do, the culture of life prople are killing thousands of iraqis, you sheep make me sick, you should be on your feet fighting instead of pleasing on your knees for the crumbs thrown at you. how long do you think it will be before suicide attacks happen in the usa? before bin laden, an american had the record for worst terrorist attack on us soil. it doesn't take a genious to figure it out that domestic car bombs and suicide bombers will attack, as long as america is repressive(and you know it will). money that should be spent bettering americans lives is instead being used to kill and enrich undeserving a##holes.
eduacation is a sham, we are divides and democracy has gone the way of communism. if you think you are free, you are a fool.

Monday, April 18, 2005

good night

my thoughts

uneventful day, i miss amsterdam, i'm hoping to see Downfall soon, i saw it in Amsterdam but it's a German film and had Dutch subtitles. i know enough Dutch to get by but it wiill be nice to see it with English subtitles.

John Lennon's dead, this a##hole is alive.

Joe L. Meek's Leaks
god does have a sense of humor
Ted Nugent to Fellow NRAers: Get Hardcore
"I married a 17 year to fuck her to get around that whole child molestion thing" said Ted.



HOUSTON - With an assault weapon in each hand, rocker and gun rights advocate Ted Nugent urged National Rifle Association members to be "hardcore, radical extremists demanding the right to self defense."





Speaking at the NRA's annual convention Saturday, Nugent said each NRA member should try to enroll 10 new members over the next year and associate only with other members.

"Let's next year sit here and say, 'Holy smokes, the NRA has 40 million members now,'" he said. "No one is allowed at our barbecues unless they are an NRA member. Do that in your life."

Nugent sang and played a guitar painted with red and white stripes for the crowd at Houston's downtown convention center.

He drew the most cheers when he told gun owners they should never give up their right to bear arms and should use their guns to protect themselves if needed.

"Remember the Alamo! Shoot 'em!" he screamed to applause. "To show you how radical I am, I want carjackers dead. I want rapists dead. I want burglars dead. I want child molesters dead. I want the bad guys dead. No court case. No parole. No early release. I want 'em dead. Get a gun and when they attack you, shoot 'em."

it's a. m.

and already i hate the day.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

i saw this on tv, it was murder

Joe L. Meek's Leaks

srael Clears Officer of Killing Journalist Who Had White Flag
by Donald Macintyre in Jerusalem


The British government formally protested to Israel after the army officer who opened fire when the film-maker James Miller was shot dead in Gaza two years ago was acquitted of disciplinary charges.

The decision by the head of Israel's Southern Command to clear the officer overturned a recommendation by the military advocate general that he should be severely disciplined. Mr Miller was killed in Rafah in 2003 while walking back to his lodgings displaying a white flag and clearly identifying himself to troops as a journalist.

The officer acquitted yesterday has admitted opening fire and a 79-page report by Brigadier-General Avihai Mandelblit, the advocate general, held that the first lieutenant in the Bedouin Desert Reconnaissance Battalion had fired in clear breach of army rules of engagement.

Mr Miller's widow Sophy said the decision "makes a mockery of Israeli claims that they follow due process where IDF soldiers have acted criminally and outside their own rules of engagement".

Mr Miller's family had been bitterly disappointed when they were told at a meeting with General Mandleblit in Tel Aviv last month that the officer would not be prosecuted because of a lack of ballistic evidence proving the bullet which killed Mr Miller came from the officer's weapon. But they - and British officials - were assured that the advocate general was recommending a stiff disciplinary sentence.

Baroness Symons, the Foreign Office minister, has summoned Zvi Heifetz, the Israeli ambassador in London, on Monday to protest at the decision and urge that it be reversed, a message also strongly conveyed in a letter last night by Simon McDonald, the British ambassador in Tel Aviv, in a letter to Shaul Mofaz, Israel's Defense Minister.

Yesterday, Baroness Symons said she was "shocked and saddened" by the decision by the Brigadier-General Guy Tzur, the Southern Command chief of staff. The Israeli army said General Tzur decided that under the conditions then - including "frequent terrorist attacks; thick darkness and earlier that same day the soldiers were fired at by anti-tank missiles" - the shooting was "reasonable". The family's lawyers are seeking reversal of the decision. .

Mr Miller, an award-winning documentary maker who had been working on a film about Palestinian children caught up in the conflict, was shot while walking openly with two colleagues to their apartment.

They were carrying a white flag with a torch shone on it, their helmets were clearly marked "TV" and they called out that they were British journalists as they approached an armored personnel carrier to ask permission to leave. Israeli claims of heavy fire between Palestinians and Israeli troops at the time were disproved because an Associated Press cameraman filmed the incident.

Mrs Miller said the family believed there had been no "genuine will" to uncover the truth because the site of the shooting had not been secured for forensic investigation. It was bulldozed three days later and Israeli authorities took 11 weeks to impound the guns involved in Mr Miller's death for ballistic examination.

more of the same ole

i am so sick of the usa, it is so oppressive to live here, the police state has taken off the mask of democracy and shown the true nature of this hypocrital society. the usa's history consists of white slave owners writing that all men were created equal and began the slaughter of native americans soon after.i am the enemy.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

a trying few days

my wife was admitted to hospital today, but she is having seizures and motor skills problems.i really try to take care of her but she gets so crazy that it angers me, which isn't the best emotion to have in caring for a loved one.so she was admitted to a MENTAL hospital where she has had 2 seizures since she'been there(less than 24 hrsÂș so that and taking care of my child keeps me fairly busy. i guess if any good side is i can compose music more(for a few days anyway.)i still despise "my" government and it's a sad time to be an american.it's insane and sad

Monday, April 11, 2005

day 2

started the morning with dealing with wife's seizures, it rough, i get no help or education on how to handle her when she has these seizures, which has been going on for over 2 yrs. did some d/l at limewireand other that that an uneventful day.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

april 8, 2005

over all not a very good day. my wife is having a seizure(these go on for days) so i have 2 children, my 7 yr. old and my "gump". i called mom, she's doing better considering she had quadruple heart bypass surgey. found out my ex will be going to jail for repeatedly driving without a license, that really does suck. i hate the judical systems, actually i hate all the "systems". i;m from the midwest in u.s. and think of how i can escape to the nederlands(amsterdam).i have been there several times and that is a true taste of freedom, not this "democracy".no misic done, busy with forrest.